Hi everyone! Welcome to the new & improved version of Angel*ne's blog! :D
Basically, the navigation is via the word "C L I C K". You may or may not realise, but each letter is a different section.
C=blog, L=links, I=tagboard, C=archives, K=random things PLUS a nuffnang ad.
Sooo, PLEASE CLICK ON MY NUFFNANG ADVERTS :) I will be SO grateful even if you clicked once. I have 3 now! One is in the profile box, another is under my Random Stuff section (click "K"), the last one is under this box. SO PLEASE HELP ME CLICK CLICK ♥ Anyway, enough of my nonsense, on to reading! And clicking! 8)
Big Bang Asia Best 2006-2009 - Love my aunt to bits!
2NE1 1st Mini-Album
Boys Over Flowers Soundtrack Part 1
Boys Over Flowers Soundtrack Part 2
Boys Over Flowers Soundtrack F4 Special Edition
Big Bang BANGS Bolster
I get the feeling I'm gonna be pretty broke this year.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
trip trip trip trip! osaka!
I'm going to Sydney Osaka tomorROW, no actually, in a few hours. Yes! *does punching hand action*
Haha. I should have made a video of it right ;) Of which I must open my eyes super wide, do weird things on/twitch my face, act cute and use a weird accent. But I won't because I'm not as free as a certain blogger. (I think it's better that I leave out names, cos I mean, just ta be safe than sorry right?) Haha, enough rubbishing & on to the real stuff.
I realise that I haven't actually been doing proper updating, I mean like if you read the August 2005 archives, you will read that I actually said that this blog is meant to record down the daily happenings and not put my thoughts & feelings? Hemmm, we-ell. Yeah, anyway, I haven't been keeping my personal diary at home & there's tremendous gaps between each entry because I am just too lazy to write it all down. Which is why sometimes you get outbursts of personal feelings here sometimes. Meh. Well, I guess it's summmary time. I'll try not to be draggy about this aye. ;)
Last week: Nothing much, just a complete waste because I did nothing productive at all, especially at home where I just slept loads during the afternoon & played on the computer (sometimes not at all because I watched too much tv & was very very tired out) till late and then went to sleep. School was just following the myriad of post-exam activities which was a bunch of beyond academics programmes & learning Behasa (pronounced buh-ha-suh) Malay. Yes. Um, I'm pretty lousy at Malay, so nothing to dump here on what I learnt in Malay Class. I know my 1-10 (with the exception of 6 and 8 because I always mix them up and forget one of em) and I know a coupl'a phrases here & there.
Liiiiiike, AHLI BOMBA, the coolest phrase in Malay before klinik. The former means fireman - so awesome right!!! The latter is uh, pretty obvious huh, clinic. I only like it because it looks funny. It's like the english spelling clinic, but it's not, cos it's klinik. Heehee. Ok, that was about it for last week. Oh and not forgetting we had to do free labour by pasting "Assessment" stickers onto the wrong "Assesment" header in the TA booklet. Tsk, make mistake also must involve us innocent students. :(
Monday: Was pretty fun. We had our FIRST AIKIDO LESSON!! I had this insatiable thirst to throw someone on the mat (preferrably a guy, cos throwing a girl is not fun + not nice), but then of course we weren't allowed to. I also wanted to try out Ruth's self-defense move, because the last time, I tried it on James, but his neck was sweaty, which was real gross, and left me feeling traumatised & grossed out during physics. But then I couldn't. Cos there weren't any oppotunities. We-ell, I taught Bei Yi the move, but it's not fun till you get to try it on a guy. Because that is the most real-life scenario for it to take place right?
Imagine a guy threatening you, you offer your hand in a "friendly" manner and whack! Next thing y'know, he's kicked onto the floor where it's free for all to either run away or (i'm trying to think how to phrase this nicely) stomp on injure his sensitive part. HAHAHAHAHA. Nannyway, after that we had some Entrepreneurship programme thingy, which I didn't particularly enjoy because I didn't understand half of what was going on there PLUS it was pretty borring. :/ The E-programme (the e word is long and I am lazy to spell it out) also left us with a ridiculously insane assignment, which was to come up with a business plan in one night. Wait, let me re-emphasize my point, ONE NIGHT. (Making it larger would've unbalanced the line)
It was so screwed up because my group totally didn't understand what we were supposed to do. We were all struggling to come up with something that didn't sound stupid because honestly, with a few hours of traning, how can they expect us to come up with something substantial. Anyway, we managed somehow. And I didn't even get to watch tv. :( We also had dance, so like I rushed back to school, all geared up but lazy to dance & then Angel had a discussion instead. It made me feel guilty for this Osaka trip, cos I'm missing 2 practices if the Grad Night item still continues. I really hope it does because I want to say goodbye to my lovely dance seniors again. And to a certain someone else as well, silently & in my heart. Tuesday: Had the presentation for the business plan, we were a bit unsure during our presentation, but I guess the trainer was pretty nice about it. I guess being an entrepreneur, he's very encouraging because his motto is practically "don't say no to any idea first" & like he does give us many ideas to help. But unfortunately for him, he is very enterprisingly enthusiastic & at times, provides too many ideas for comfort. But oh well. After that was free period, which I spent with Ash-ash, Nicholas, Justina & Calvin. Where we hid out in the HC room, which of course was painful for me. Aww. :( Anyway, we watched scary movies, flopping between The Exorcist & 4bia.
I was totally not into watching the former because um, they were watching the gross-part-which-I-shall-not-mention. Except that I wanted to see the crawling bit which Martin, our ballet pianist, mentioned was freaky & well-shot by the director, but that part wasn't in the clip that they were watching so, oh well. I watched a bit of 4bia, which was freeeaaaaky. I'm so glad I only watched a few bits here & there, because even with the few snippets, I managed to scare myself last night. I think I'm partially scared of the dark when I'm by myself only because of my overreactive imagination. :( ]:( }:( Sigh.
After school we had Miss Wee's practice, which turned out to be SYF Auditions with Zaki. It was real scary, but I put my all into it, trying my hardest to follow & remember the steps. And amazingly, I got in. I couldn't believe it at all because I know I suck at dancing. Well, kinda anyway. I mean the moment he said only 8 girls were in the confirmed list, I knew that I wasn't going to be in. So when he mentioned my name, my jaw partially dropped because I was stunned. Partially, because well, um, I don't think I should drop my jaw completely in front of Zaki. Yes and he said there were only 6 strong girls within the 8, so I think I am one of the 2 so-so dancers. But Charis says I'm not, but oh well, I must still remember to work hard & point & show emotion & remember my steps! :/ :)
Today: Second Aikido Lesson!!!! Was very very happy. I spent the morning accompanying Nanabelle, Chia-chia & ter-ter (pronounced as tear-tear. As in tear paper, not i am tearing). I read my book "Ralph's Party" by Lisa Jewell, which was interesting but I don't agree with some stuff in the book. :/ I have given up hope to read Christian books in school because I just cannot concentrate & would in the end, not focus on what's in the book which would be a waste of my time and effort. So I'd save that for reading at home. Aikido was fun, no less! We did lotsa rollin' around and learnt how to "rock & roll"! Haha. The instructor is like the cutest thing ever. He's tiny and looks so adorable. Then he's got this adorable voice! He's like Kermit the frog! ♥♥♥him! Heehee. :D
I liked today's Aikido lesson. It reminded me of my primary school days when we did forward rolls and such in school. And in TKGS when we had gymnastics in sec 2. Best times ever in PE yyo. Awesome! :):) Of course, Anna was a moron after the lesson. She dragged me around the mats BY MY LEGS. Like, SCUSE ME ANNABELLE. SCUSE ME. So anyway, to get her to let go of me, I repeatedly dug my VERY LONG nails into her. SHE'S LUCKY I DIDN'T SHOVE IT IN DEEP & PULL PULL PULL. Because I can do A LOT of damage with my nails at this current length. Heard that 'Belle? Grrr. >:( And then she tried to do it again with my hands, but then I re-dug my nails in and yeah, problem solved.
Okay, I'll try to finish this in T3 if I find a computer, but if not I'll finish it in Japan kay. There's free internet access there! *SCREAMZZZ*
Hehe, it's like 12:16am and I have 10 mins left on this computer dunno why so little time, but meh. :( Anyway, I was pokin' around the Perfumes & Cosmetics shop as usual, and guess what? They have Victorai's Secret there! Like Terry should just stop buying stuff online & come to the airport to get her body creams! Only 16bucks and no need to mail haha!!! I sprayed some VS perfume on but like now it's gone cos I think I washed my hands. BUUUT, I smell of.... wait for it .... of ..... JUICY COUTURE. I feel so couture okay. Haha. ;) Other stuff that happened included me taking loads of sweets & feeling like Annabelle, eating Ice Kacang and getting a discount on it cos we used my uncle's pass & spotting Kenneth who was doing his PW with his group AND wearing the Temasek Academy hoodie. HMMM ASHLEY? Haha. Back to the post
So after Aikido was subject talk but guess what... I still am not sure of whether to take Geog or History. Like I mean okay, so I am leaning more on the Geog side, but the only thing holding me back from making my decision is that I am scared that I will not get Geog and all :( I'm worried that because I totally didn't take it this year & next year I'm just gonna mess it all up :/ Sigh. What ta do what ta dooo. Humph.
After that I wasted ym time at the econs talk before dashing home to read my book, then fell asleep and when I woke up at 5+, for some reason I was feeling really scared and like, my heart was pounding real fast (a good time to check that bio-dot huh) For some reason I felt scared to go to Osaka, but after packing my stuff for a bit, I was okay again. Haha I'm so weird. Um, I guess nothing much after that. I had prata for dinner and it was worth the 80cents. I mean Bedok sells pratas at 70cents, but whoa it is WAAAY smaller. So not the drama. Ach, I have less than 1minute left. More in Japan!
Written at 8:14 PM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Tum Dee Dums
It's a beautiful day.... yeah right. At times i ponder if Kurt Nilsen's song throughly makes sense. Perhaps it doesn't. But aye, this is one whacky world that i would fail to comprehend.
It's utterly boring to stay in the canteen idling away espeically when we will have to take a stupid NE survey [which till today i am finding no proper reason why. My arse will be rooted in this island for long]
Oh i have this sudden craving for white rabbit sweets. I think i've eaten s0o much white rabbit sweets that i now possess the human capability to shit a plastic spoon out. :) [ZENGAN WAS HERE] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I have no idea what Zeng An was saying above. Rather harder to comprehend, no?
OK ANYWAY. Back to ME. Haha, that sounded so self-centered and me-loving. (I know the latter does not exist but as you should know, I like to make up words not in the dictionary.) Oh, I wanted to say. On monday night after showering, I was wondering why it was so hot & that I was vaguely sweaty. Then I realised, hey, the signs of summer of finally setting in! But then I remembered that it was October. Which meant that it was autumn. Sigh, that's El Nino for ya.
MAN I HAVE to say that "The Noose" is like officially on my "Favourite TV Shows" list, which of course, includes Heroes & Kim Possible. Awesome ;) It's oh-so-so funny & I love it! Melody Chen is superbly talented I have to say. She can play a bimbo (Babarella Chantel-Steve/Chantel-Bill & Adrianna Wow), a China hostess, a stern news reporter & a Filipino maid. I like! I want to be able to do the China accent, Filipino accent, Irish accent & Dutch accent (you know the milkmaid, yaa) Sigh. I can never be satisfied huh.
[edit] October 19 2008, 12:59am Yeah, I started this post earlier on, but then I kinda was busy with other rubbish & ended up not finishing this... til now. Sigh, bad bad me. Yeah. I still have to upload the picture of the 4 bags I brought to school (remember that post?) M-hm. I'll do it tomorrow, or rather, later on today. (I should be sleeeping now & my body feels like sleeping too ]: ) Anyway, I wanna digress a bit and say something.
It's about my Nuffnang video, the one I submitted for the competition in a mad rush. 1) Nuffnang cheated my feelings (as usual, what with the no show of nuffnang ads to click :/)!!! They've extended the deadline to 24 Oct! Sigh. I have half the mind to edit the video, especially my voice, cos I know I can't sing, but I need to like, salvage it right? Sigh, I stayed up till 4am for nothing :( I made my eyebags a darker shade of black for nothing :( Sigh. And I'm probably not even gonna win, cos people think my voice is....
Which is what I was gonna talk about next. 2) I just got my first hate comment. Wow. When I first saw it, I was mad. Like, I wanted to reply back "Well, I never asked you to view my video, sucker", but then I though how foolish/stupid of me. Because, I know I can't sing well, neither can I dance well nor act well nor look well (by that I mean look pretty A HA HA HA HA)
So why bother arguing & defending myself? I mean, yeah, I know the quality AND the voice sucked & I understand. Even I can't stand to hear my voice in this video myself. I find it utterly embarrassing. Good thing that you can still hear Nicole Scherzinger & the other Pussycat Dolls in the background, if not, wow, I think my video would bomb even more.
Maybe I should feel pity for whoever kaleidscpe is. Partially because he/she can't spell kaleidoscope properly and partially cos I wasted 4 minutes and 12 seconds of his/her life if he/she watched the video to the very end. Oh well. Moreover, I guess I shouldn't feel angry at kaleidscpe cos everyone IS entitled to their own opinion. Maybe I should reply to him/her. Like say "Yeah, I know, I can't stand it too" HAHA. Whatever, I couldn't be bothered & I'm not that free. I'd rather update my blog haha. I STILL HOPE I CAN WIN THE COMPETITION!!! I'M DYING TO GET A CAMCORDER!!! (I wanted to add some 'x's and 'z's to the end of the word camcorder, but then it looked weird/silly & I decided to delete it D: haha)
M-hm. I have no idea why life has been so hectic. I went out shopping on monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday was the usual, friday was last CBSI lesson of the year :( and today I went shopping again. So I'm still trying to figure out where all the time I had went... I need to stop shopping, like stop going on shopping trips, because I really am spending WAY too much money on clothes... wasting my father's hard-earned money on little unimportant, unnecessary stuff like clothes. But they're so cute!
On monday, I bought a pair of shorts from Esprit. They're like tartan & I've been looking for tartan shorts since forever!!! But they were so exxx (as compared to the other items in my wardrobe), they were almost 60 bucks! :O I can't believe my mum actually agreed to buying them. I need to stop persuading her that the stuff I wanna buy is cute & that I have to have it. :/ And today I bought a sweater from Mango (I really need to stay away from these branded stores) which costs 40 bucks! And it's not even that thick [good thing my mother doesn't read my blog, if not I'd be so dead]. But it was so cute!!! :( Sigh. Bad Angeline, bad bad girl. Stop wasting moneyyy! I feel so guilty man.
I also bought a sweater-vest from the Animal sale in Isetan. It is superbly adorable! Like it's got hearts all over it!! And it's $19, which is not bad for it... I think :) Sweater-vests are so cute! Haha, they're a girl magnet! No, I'm straight remember, that's a line from the Fairly Odd Parents, which I still love so much & adore it. Yes, the Fairly Odd Parents ARE also in the Favourite TV shows List :) I've got a lot of cartoons there. Whatever I've mentioned above plus Jimmy Neutron, Edgar & Ellen, Phineas & Ferb, Foster's Home for Imaginery Friends, Teen Titans, Camp Lazlo & Ben 10 :) So much fun ta watch em. For real life shows, well I guess it's only the 2 mentioned above. Until I can remember more haha.
I've been working on my blog skin & it's almost done. Well, fine not really, but if you wanna, you can drop by this blog to preview my skin. BASICALLY, the base code is taken from my SS blog and I changed a lot of stuff about it to suit what I want. What I need to do now is to find/come up with a picture & figure out navigation, which I am beginning to get a hold of, but am not too particularly sure of. It's like I understand it (finally) (HTML really is beginning to speak to me) but I'm scared to try it. So I'll be messing around with that skin till I can get it right. Then it'll hop here! :) So no more shocking yellow neopets skin soon (I hope!)
My dad is THREATENING ME ONCE AGAIN WITH A FINE OH GOODNESS. Goodnight & goodbye. Sheesh. I really am thinking of becoming anorexic. Seriously. ♥out!
Written at 1:20 PM
MY NUFFNANG VIDEO!!!
Ok wow. I finally finished it! That wasn't easy okayy. I hope it's ok!!! (I REALLY WANNA WIN THE CAMCORDER (straight from the horse's mouth, which means I got the description right this time :D)
♥ It's 3am & I rushed to finish it cos I realised the deadline was 12pm. :O G'night! (kinda haha) (STUPID YOUTUBE. It took me gajillion years to upload the video -.-)
PS: Zeng An says "HI!!" Haha ok. Yeah I'm in school now. (1:25pm)
Written at 3:16 AM
Friday, October 10, 2008
updates updates updates!
KAY, I know some of you may have read the other post already, but let's pretend I finished this before I started on that one kay. Haha.
Wow, I got so much to say I don't know where to start. I wanna talk about CBSI last friday & stuff related to competitiveness, then I wanna glop abit about The Noose & I also have this quiz from Nicoley's blog! Plus I also have to talk about school etc. Haha so much to do/say, so little time! And I can't double post because if not one post will end up bolded. I'm so frustrated with this blog skin! I wanna change! I wanna make my own! But I'm too lazy/I've got no photoshop etc! Argh! Life is crazy! Complicated! Ok. RANDOM POST THEN! (haha so many !exclamation marks!)
Well, let's see. The Noose! On tuesday (yah lah I know, old news), during the weather section, Melody Chen (as some other character whose name I could not catch) said,
"In Singapore, the weather is so hot! Not like in foreign countries, where it will xiaxue in the dawn"
Oh man when the joke finally hit my brain, I doubled over with laughter, guffawing like some maniac & my mum was like "uhh, what happened?" To which I proceeded to explain to her, which she did not laugh. Humph. Fine, it's only me, cos I was telling other people in school & it seems that only I find it funny. Ah well. Good job Noose writers! :D
I got more pictures from Sentosa! From Charis! :)
(I didn't flip it around because I didn't want to reduce its quality. :( Ah well, still looks nice :D Us at work! Me digging the smiley face, Iyn Yi & Ashley digging the moat! :) The finished product that Calvin was too lazy to change his lenses to take properly! Haha, thanks Charis! =) Me, Ash ash, Iyn Yi, Denise
An almost glam shot at the beach. ♥ Haha a rare sighting! I think I've never taken a picture with Ryan before! (Except in class pictures duh) UGH MY EYEBAGS, which are BLACK EYERINGS too.
Time to go for MTM skincare solutions! HAha, just kidding.
Nuffnang has a competition! SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM! Can win a camcorder! :O :O :O All you need to do is record a video of yourself singing & dancing and send it in!!! I wanna do! Cos I wanna win the video camera! AHHHH! Now must start planning haha! But we have to end the video with “Catch High School Musical 3: Senior Year in cinemas from October 24!” -.- I'm not even gonna watch it. Pfft. And the closing date is Oct 15!!! o.o which is this wednesday. Humph. I will not be lazy! I will not be lazy! I will not be lazy! I will not be lazy! I want to win the video recorder!!! (Did you notice I changed the name of the thingy to be won 3 times? YEAH, cos I have no idea what exactly to call it!)
Talking about changing stuff, I wonder how many people realised that I changed my "school" bag 4 times this week. I wanted to change it 5 times, like one bag per day, but then I realised that I had run out of bags to bring to school & couldn't do a proper one-bag-per-day thing. :( Ah well. I HAD LOTSA FUN THOUGH. Hee hee. It felt silly to keep changing my bag, but then it's like yeah. Haha. Although I find it weird to bring my spotty, silly, bimbo-ish bag to school, cos somehow it's awkward on my other arm, like it's so empty & there's like nothing there. (Although I figured that next time I bring it, it should be with my tablet, then my other arm wouldn't feel so empty!) Retard. I wanna get a fifth bag, then I can do a proper one-bag-a-day to school! That'd be f-u-n! whee~ (specially if I could do it with Iyn Yi haha, she's got so many bags. Chia Li too actually! lol)
[WILL INSERT PICTURE HERE] (I'm so free right? Goodness.)
My thighs and lower abdominal area are getting fat beyond belief. SERIOUS. I know people are gonna be sitting in front of the computer screens rolling their eyes at this statement (especially at the serious) but honestly it's true ok. You don't see it because it's under a SKIRT & my school polo/blouse, but it's still there nontheless.
Like, today I wore my bermudas (not sure if it's the correct term but mm, yeah) from Fox out & then I was staring at my thighs as I was sitting down on the chair & I realised that they ballooned out more than usual. Which made me realise that yes, I am growing fat fat fatter. :O I'm really depressed, cos like I keep wanting to eat so much & this will make me fatter! Ugh. I wanna become anorexic, then maybe my thighs would become stick thin like Louise's (oh, so jealous!), but the downside would be that my boobs would be even smaller.
It's so unfair that when you lose weight, the first place you lose fats is the face (actually this one I'm okay with, cos my face is on the fat side) & the second is the chest. Ugh. Stomach/leg fats are lost later on. No fair no fair no fair. :( I should go to like Bottomslim or London Weight Management or Jean Yip or something! Humph. My humungo thighs ALWAYS bug me. Like I mean no fair, why can't I have nice slim thighs. :(((
But I know that anytime anything that I have (& that I feel) is perfect, it would make me vain & like proud of myself. Which is why I've partially come to accept the fact that I'm ugly. FINE, not pretty (sheesh I can imagine Nicholas rolling his eyes when he reads these few paragraphs). I mean, it's bad enough that I fawn over myself, but like I know that if my features were any better, I would be some overtly self-obsessed freak. Man. Why am I always like that. PFFFFT. Need to change. Need to change. Need to change. Need to change. Need to change! (I always say that, but I'm not doing anything. GAAAH.) (I guess it's time to start really putting my words to action eh)
Talking about putting words to actions, I need to exercise. I think I'm living THE MOST UNHEALTHY lifestyle. I mean which idiot comes home, switches on the TV, grabs loads of snacks, plonks herself on the couch, finishes all her snacks - including whole packets of crisps (well most of the time anyway, thank goodness not all the time), then flops over to sleep. Like gross right? Ew ugh. Angeline what happened to let's work out after the exams & get a better-looking body? HUH? HUH? HUH? hurumph. 2 things: jogging & stomach exercises. COME ON MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (also should be jogging with my mum cos she needs exercising too!)
Oh goodness it's 3am. ANGELINE, AGAIN??!! Heh. whoops. G'night. I still got stuff to sayyyy! Humph. Byeee!✿
Written at 12:43 AM
The Quiz
Sigh, too frustrating, I don't wanna put this into the same blog post, cos if not it's very tedious right. Haha, what rubbish. Anyway, I decided to do the quiz on another blog post. YES. I changed the time to make this appear below the other one. Humph.
Kay. Quiz from Nicole's blog! I deleted the answers to the questions before I answered em kay! I didn't cheat off her answers!
Q1. The person that tag/pass me this is?
Nicole. But I prefer Nicoley & Niki-Wiki! Hehehe. ALSO! My Artistic Friend ;)
Q2. Your relationship with her is?
Hm. I'd say Best Fwens, but then again, I haven't been a good friend, didn't really talk much to her since I transferred to TJ! :( Tsk tsk angeline. Kay, but there's still time to catch up, especially after her 'O's!!
Q3. Your five expression of him/her?
SWEET! Very very nice! Accomodating! Fun to be around! Generous!
Q4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
Well, I think the most memorable thing she's done for me, is more like with me. It was in sec 2, when we had the Pulp Fashion thing. Bei Yi & Nicole came over to my house & we worked on the outfit! It was loads of fun!
Q5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
OH NO! I can't remember! :( heh. Sorry niks!!!
Q6. If he/she become your lover you will?
Um. I'm well, STRAIGHT. Haha.
Q7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she need to improve on?
I agree with Nicole. This is getting dumb. (except this question. because it's really silly, so I HAVE to agree with Niks)
Q8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
I'll be very very very very very sad. :((
Q9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
I dunno. I don't plan for stuff like this to happen. Anyway, I don't think we'll ever be enemies!
Q10. The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is?
Hm. Well, I'd like to be a good friend to her, like to be there for her if/when she needs someone to talk to! You can call me/msn me Niks! *waves hand madly*
Q11. Your overall impression on him/her is?
Hm. Definitely is that Nicole is a very very very nice girl :D
Q12. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
I know they think I'm weird. Right guys? :D I bet they also think I'm crazy, cos I always keep saying I'm fat & ugly. Which I am okay. I have the figures to prove I'm fat! 51 kg!
Q13. The characterstics I love about myself are? (this question had bad grammar so I editted it)
HMMM. That I can get really enthusiastic about stuff real easily. And that I try to be friendly most of the time. Humph. There's nothing nice about me. :(
Q14. On the contary, what are the characteristics that you hate about yourself? (also editted this one)
Laziness. Lack of self-discipline. Procrastinator. Stubborn. Proud. Jealous. Ugly. (haha, I had to add it in)
Q15. The most ideal person I want to be with is?
Someone who'll love me for who I am, craziness/weirdness included, & not ask me to change or be someone I'm not. Oh & as my parents never stop stressing, he's got to be a christian! :)
Q16. What do you have to say for the people who show care and concern to you and love you? (yeah I also editted this one)
I just wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to everybody who's ever shown me care & concern & has loved me for who I am (as a friend). It's so nice to be surrounded by wacky, silly & nice people all the time. Y'know, like yeah, like through the ups & downs of life. Cos I know I'm not always a nice person & can be quite very unreasonable sometimes, but I'm grateful for all of you who's been there for me :) Everyone in school (yes from HGS to TKGS to TA), in church, in ballet and man, I can't think of anymore, but I'm sure there's more :)
Q17. Who do you want to pass this quiz to 10 people to know how they think about you?
All in random order
Iyn Yi
Bei Yi
Josiah
Nicholas
Nicole
Faith
Charis
Annabelle
Desiree
Hui Fen
Q18. Who is number 6 having relationship with?
Um. No one! Faith likes herself! No just kidding.
Q19. Is number 9 a male or a female?
Desiree is a GIRRRRLLLL.
Q20. If number 7 and 10 go out together, will it be a good thing?
Oh er. They're both straight but um, well, it also wouldn't work out at all. Heehee.
Q21. What is number 2 studying about?
Do you want her subject combi? She's taking triple science, history, double maths, language arts, social studies & higher chinese at the moment. Next year? Single or double science, she (and me) have not decided.
Q22. When is the last time you spoke to number 3?
Uhh, June? Yeah I last remembered SMS-ing him in June. Study Hard Jo! Then come for Heroes Camp! If you can ;)
Q23. What kind of music band does number 8 like?
Wacky music! ABBA! Mamma mia! Here we go again! Haha, Anna likes a wide variety of music!
Q24. Does number 1 has any siblings?
She has one sister! Who is coming to TA next year. :+
Q25. Will you woo number 3?
Haha, we're just friends :D
Q26. How about number 7?
HAHAHAHAHA. I'm straight. I said it already please. Anyway, Charis likes hot guys. Me=not hot & not a guy HAH.
Q27. Is number 4 single?
HAHA, yes.
Q28. What is the surname of number 5?
Lim!
Q29. What's the hobby of number 10?
HHMM, I'm not too sure. But I think looking at Michael Phelps pictures? And SLEEPING! Yes for sure! And watching TV right? ;)
Q30. Does number 5 and number 9 get along well?
Um. I'm not very sure. Heh. *uncomfortable silence*
Q31. Where is number 2 studying at?
Temasek Junior College, home to the somewhat prestigious Temasek Academy. AHAHAHA. Ok. not funny.
Q32. Talk something casually about number 1.
Super nice, super ego (haha) but a great friend to have around! Dance-mates!
Q33. Have you tried developing feelings for number 6?
Um. I'm gonna say this one last time & any more questions like this & I'm just gonna leave it blank.
I'M STRAIGHT. Straight straight straight like a line straight. Like the underline below these words straight.
Q34. Where does number 9 live now?
In Singapore, somewhere in Aljunied (is that how ya spell it)
Q35. What colour does number 4 like?
HM. Pink! No, just kidding! I think Nick likes bright outstanding colours like green & bright blue right? Sorry! I'm not too sure! :(
Q36. Are number 5 and 1 good friends?
They don't know each other.
Q37. Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
I think she thinks she is. HAHA CHARIS CHAIRS.
Q38. What is number 6 doing now?
Um, sleeping? IT'S GONNA BE 2AM SOON DUDE. Whaddaya think? But well, she may very well be talking to Lu & Co in Alaska haha. ___________________________________________________________________
MAN THAT WAS LONG. Okay. I guess I'll have to finish my other post later today. So tie-yeard. Sigh, I go sleep now.
Written at 12:35 AM
Monday, October 06, 2008
Rescue Me please
When I'm alone the world is such a different place Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down It's taken so long but now there's one thing that I've found
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
Just when I think that I have got it figured out You open my eyes and let me see that there's no doubt But you've got it all within the power of your hand It seems like the more I know the less I understand
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear When I wonder if you're near When I don't know how to break free You're always there to rescue me
I wonder if I'll make it through this darkest night I need to know your strength in me gonna win this fight I'm reaching out wont you take my hand show me to the light I know you're by my side
It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down It's taken so long but now there's one thing that I've found
When everything starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear When I wonder if you're near When I don't know how to break free _ You're always there to rescue me
I'm so tired. I'm not doing things right anymore. Anymore. It's like I always keep saying to myself. I need to change. I'm sorry God.
Written at 11:42 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
thursday
Hello! Internet Explorer is crapping up on me. It keeps jamming up. UGH STUPID. Next time, I'm gonna blog from Firefox. Stupid internet. Grah. Go fix yourself before people stop using you! I'm also currently hungry but know not what to eat! But anyway, I'm back again to update! Life has been eeeeeeventful. Kinda. I mean thursday was rather not wasted and ok, friday was rather boring. :/ Today was wasted. Yeah. Humph me.
Never fear, let's soup up thursday then! Hehehe. Okay(haha, so waste spaceee). So thursday had to go back to school after 2/3ish days of holidays! Haha, it felt weird to go back to school, cos it already felt like the holidays man! Yepp, I wasn't too keen on going back to school because I thought it was some lame-o "stacking thing and chup-ball" (the latter being spelt as how iyn yi pronounced it. We were all like, is it a cross between chuptek and basketball :/) YYEEEAAH.
So, the stacking thing REALLY was stacking cups. Like, whaaa? Right. It was half stupid half fun, because honestly who makes a sport out of stacking cups, like S'CUSE ME? Sigh. There are actually competitions to see who can stack cups at a faster pace. When the stacking coach mentioned this, I was all, haha yeah right. But it's true! After a quick search online (for fun kay), I discovered that there's even a World Sport Stacking Association, cleverly acronymed WSSA. Like jaw drop huh? This is my favourite ad from their website:
Haha retarded much? There are actually different designs of cups that also affect your speed! My goodness. I seriously cannot believe that these cups are specifically made from stacking, cos they have holes at the bottom & cannot be used for drinking. I wonder what the holes are for. Haha. Do they really affect performance? heehee. Anyway, Beiyi & I were like, haha, when we go home, we should play computer games to see if our hand-eye reflexes (or whatever it's called) have improved, cos the guy said it would. Haha. But I didn't anyway. Not even neopets kay.
Wait, I need to rant about this. Seriously, just cos my blog skin is neopets, just cos I used to be really crazy about neopets and stuff doesn't mean I play neopets everyday or 24/7. I mean, yeah, I like neopets. Yeah, I still play neopets sometimes. But NO, I don't play neopets everyday. NO, I don't skip church/faith factor to play neopets. And NO, I'm not some neopets freak or something. Sheesh. Like, stop using neopets like as if I am addicted to it, like as if everything that happens is related to neopets. It's frustrating. REALLY frustrating. Damn, I'm not studying not because I'm playing neopets. Ok, so I did play on it for a bit during the June hols & stuff, but no, I'm not that pathetic. Or whatever.
I feel like a bitch, talking like that. But I've honestly had enough. I hate it when people push me beyond my limits. It was funny in the beginning and all, but honestly, when you use it so much, it just gets annoying & frustrating and I can't stand it. I'm sure some of you will know what I'm talking about. SO yeah. Stop blaming neopets for my laziness. KAY. Everything happens because I'm lazy or I have no discipline. OK? If you wanna blame anything when something happens, like I'm not at Faith Factor or that I didn't work hard enough & didn't study enough, blame it on my lack of self-discipline kay? Neopets is innocent. Sheesh, I feel like I'm protecting a person. Ugh. So bitchy.
Anyway, after sport stacking (haha according to Wikipedia, the champion at cycle stacking is 10 years old - if I'm not reading it wrongly), we played Tchoukball (not chupball, contrary to popular belief haha). Tchoukball (the T is silent, so pronounce it chook-ball) is the nicer, friendlier and happier version of basketball. A perfect game for a slacker like me. Haha, cos I played Centre and I hardly got to touch the ball. Which is ok for me, because I have come to accept the fact that I am plain lousy at all ball games. I just stood there waiting for entry passes. I got to shoot once, but then I kinda screwed it up & caused the team to lose a point. :/ Whoops. Oh well.
I think I like Tchoukball more than Captain's Ball & Basketball, cos it's so nice & friendly, emphasizing on good values such as sportsmanship and all. :) Yay! Haha. I mean in the game, you actually help the other team to score points and the other team helps your team to score points. Aww. Also, you can't intercept, so it's either your team gets the ball, or the other team gets the ball. Sorta. I like that. But, of course, I always derive joy in blocking people, but you know, good sportsmanship man. :D Fa la la la.
Then we had lunch & a briefing for post-exam activities. Next week, is when all them results come back, although I've already got back my results for Chinese, Bio & Maths. Oh oh oh, inspired by the day's sporty activities, I went home & did stomach exercises after a um, kinda long nap. (STOP SLEEPING SO MUCH IN THE AFTERNOON ME)
MY STOMACH MUSCLES ARE SO SHITTY NOW. UGH. I can't even hold the plank for 1 minute! Disgusting. And to think I used to be able to do it for 2 minutes. WHY AM I SO LOUSY. After that, I was thinking of doing leg lifts, but because I was too lazy (see lah), I decided to lower my leg partway & hold it up there. AND I was super lousy at it. AGAIN. I could barely hold it up there for 40 mins kay! Ugh. I was listening to "How to Save a Life" on my iPoddy so I was like, PERSEVERE! Persevere till you hear the next _____ (whichever word I selected) It was so hard!!! :( Grumpy, grumpy, grumpy. I need to regain my stomach muscles. I wanna have a stomach like Nicole Scherzinger. That'll be my goal ok. Wait must post picture here to motivate self. Image from here
MUST WORK HARD ME! (So superficial right? Only think about whether my tummy looks good & not my future. TSK) Anyway, because I forgot to stretch properly, my stomach's bulging out a bit now. YES I KNOW, not a nice image to visualise in your head, but it's a fact. Next thing I know, people are gonna call me fat. Argh. Cos I am. Pfft. FAT FAT FATTO. Bleh. (I really do have to remember to stretch after I finish exercising)
Friday, was the usual. It was like back to school all over again, except that we had PE free period! Haha ok. Darn, I can't think of anything else to write. Ok, I know this is a very abrupt finish, but I think I'd better hop off to sleep now. Maybe I shall edit this another day. : Toodles!♥
Written at 12:42 AM
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
busy busy times!
Hello everyone! Guess what? PromosAreOVER!!!
Yay! Sorta, because as I said during the JCTs, the end of one nightmare is the start of another. I seriously have no idea why I am so stupid like that, I mean I knew I had my promos to study for and yet I continued in my youtube escapades, watching videos like tomorrow would never come and as for blogs, I was just hop-hop-hopping from this blog, to that blog, to that blog like a bunny that couldn't be stopped. I know my descriptions are dumb/stupid, but yeah I just kept reading blogs and watching videos when I should've been studying.
I thought that I would learn from last year's promos and this year's JCTs, but then I guess I didn't. And I don't know why. Maybe it's cause .... ok well I really don't know. And that's why it sucks. :( I mean there's no point saying that yeah, I wanna change and work hard next year and so on, but saying is nothing. It's the doing that counts and if I just keep doing the same thing over and over again it's futile and it's downright stupid. SERIOUSLY. Honestly I think that a good deal of why I don't spend time studying earlier is because it's a habit that I cultivated over the years.
It's like, ever since in Primary school, I would only spend the day before studying and working hard. Okay, maybe except P5 & 6. P5 was cos my grandfather was sick during that part of the year and my mum had to go to the hospital to take care of him everyday. Because of that, she told me to work hard...and I did. As for P6, the 6 pretty much says everything right? PSLE. duh. I sorta worked hard in Sec1, like sorta, but when I went to sec 2, everything just plummeted down down down. I think I stopped working so hard and like, I guess I was busy playing neopets? NO, Really, I can't remember. But something along those lines yeah? sigh.
Which of course leads me to last year & this year. Where I have been INCREASINGLY slacking and not workng hard. I'm honestly really disgusted at my pathetically lousy attitude and I just hate the way I act sometimes. Seriously. Ugh. I'm so grossed out, that I don't even wanna talk about it. :/ But I really wanna get off my big fat bum (and thighs) and work hard for J1 and J2. If I even get there. I know it's gonna be realy hard, really tough and really stressful, so I guess I would definitely really need to change and be a better student. But all this is future talk. What I need now is,
The Grace of God.
Because I know it's gonna take a miracle for me to stay in the TA programme next year. I'm scared to death and I really hope that I will have the chance to stay and that I won't get kicked out of the programme or worse still, out of the school. I didn't work hard enough for the promos and I don't deserve to stay in this programme. This year is a complete wash out and it started off bad because of the countless dance practices that I had to attend. Coupled with my laziness and lack of self discipline, I ended up not doing a lot of work and not handing in A LOT of assignments. Especially lang arts and history. :( I'm such an idiot. Idiot. Idiot. Idiot. ]:( {I just wanted to mentioned that I like this face. I created it and it works both ways. If you look at it from the left side, it looks angry-frustrated and if you look at it from the right side, it looks angry-menacing. BUT both ways it looks angry. Which is how I feel towards myself. Gr.}
I wonder how many of you read that long, long, long, long, long paragraph. But it's ok. It's just me, ranting and getting frustrated and angry. But now, you can start reading again! :) Me change topic to fun things yeah. Me talk about from monday to today ok?
So after the maths paper, which was hard to the max (DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I WANTED TO USE THIS PHRASE IN THIS BLOG POST AND HOW MANY TIMES I HAD TO RESIST SO THAT I WON'T BE REPEATING MYSELF. OHMYGOODNESS), I was very depressed and saddened, but at the same time glad that I didn't have any more papers left to screw up. I went home and for the first time in some weeks, I switched off the tv and sank into the couch. I watched from 11+ (which was the time I reached home) to about 3pm. Haha, happy happy happy! :) :) :) I watched MTV, Disney and Nickelodeon. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Hee hee.
After which, I turned over and went to sleep (yes on the couch sheesh) I think I woke up at around 7 or 8 and ate dinner with my mum. After that, I went on the computer and talked a bit on msn, before watching youtube videos (haha, like as if I haven't had enough of it right) and then of course watching (the much awaited) season premiere of HEROES SEASON 3!!!!!
YAY! It was nice-nice, lovely-lovely, cool-cool and downright good. Very satisfying to wacth, but because it loaded SO SLOWLY, I asked Melvin to send it to me in the end. -.- Ah well. I enjoyed it to bits. Only that I didn't like how they just reused a lot of stuff from Season 1 and stuck it in. :/ Oh well, it looked good & Milo Venitmiglia looked good, which is enough for me. HAHA. :) I am still in the midst of watching The Butterfly Effect (because as I said, it takes SOO long to load, but it's worth the wait no less) and I can't wait to finish watching it xD __________________________________________________________
Tuesday we went to SENTOSA! I SO have not been there for THE longest time ever! Like since sec 2? Yeah, but it was fun, fun, fun! I woke up late (as usual! sheesh) and I rushed down to the mrt and stuff. I was SO grateful that I meant Jolene, Xian Jue, Melissa & Dawn in the train, because if not, I would be scared beyond belief, cos I'd never been to Sentosa through Vivo City before. Yeah, so meeting 'em on the mrt was a good thing! :) We took pictures, but I don't wanna bombard this post with too many pictures, so I'll just stick a couple kay. ;) (plus there were quite a few ugly shots of me heh)
On the train! While waiting for the tickets to be bought! (ok fine this was taken during the middle-ish of the next paragraph)
M-hm, and just nice, when we reached Harbourfront, the big group of TA people were just leaving, so we were able to catch up with them! :) Then we bought tickets [insert above picture here] blah blah blah, went on the monorail and finally after missing a station, getting off at a different station and going back on the monorail again, we reached the beach station! BUT THEN IT STARTED RAINING. OH MANNNN. Sigh. But it did not dampen out spirits! We decided to camp out by the sheltered walkway and have our picnic there! Whee.
Elaine brought olive rice, which was yummy and good because it helped fill my oh-so-empty stomach. :/ And Mag brought sausages, which was yummy too! Hurrah. Of course, there was the usual round of chips and stuff, which I also ate. Hehe. After playing some games (which of course I sucked at, because I am super lousy at concentration), the rain dried and sun the came out! So we could play. Haha. We trooped off to the beach, but not before I applied some sunblock on meself, no less. At first we went to Siliso Beach, which was under renovation, then we went to Palawan Beach (because calvin/mag were there as well). Hehe, good thing I brought my beach mat, because then I was able to sit on the beach and chill.
It was also good that I brought my sandcastle stuff! (sorta) Cos Iyn yi, Ashley, Charis & I BUILT SANDCASTLES! It was the funnest thing ever, like re-living our childhood days. I missed building sandcastles like crazy. We built 2 castles. One first for my froggy thing and the other (a request from Calvin the sorta-of-official photographer) was a castle built around the words "TA 07" :) It was loads and loads of good fun rubbish! Pictures! (from Calvin's blog)
Sandcastley stuff! Cute right! I spent a good lot of time digging out the A cos the middle bit of sand kept crumbling! The finished product! (I look so stupid here) I love Melissa's bikini! It's hot pink. OOOOH. Mine's brown with white polka dots, which is JUST AS cute. Sorta, no just kidding. But I ♥ polka dots!! (I couldn't resist not putting this picture!) Iyn yi looks so glamorous,she could be a model! ;) Denise looks sexy in her bikini. hehe. Charis looks ok.
But I look D-U-M-B. Unglam. Ugly. Ok, as Calvin says, like an auntie. MEH. Plus I didn't know my hair looked messy. :( Well, that's the beach for you. In the end, I didn't get to read my book and we spent the time talking and chilling. And taking pictures. I think Han Le's got more pictures. (Hafta figure out a way to get it) Yepp. It was fun, ok I know this last paragraph just made it seem boring. But it was a great day! WAIT I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED THAT I MUST SAY...
LIMENG USED SO MUCH SUNBLOCK OH MY GOODNESS. LIKE, THE AMOUNT HE SQUISHED OUT (because the bottle was finishing) IS LIKE INSANE. AND HE GLOPPED ON A CRAZY AMOUNT OF SUNBLOCK ON HIS FACE. I don't think that even I used that much when I was putting on sunblock on my face at home. :/ Ah well. (I hope that I have enough to last me till my mum gets a new bottle... or does she have a new bottle already haha)
M-hm, anyway, we left the beach at around 4ish 5. I didn't bother changing, cos firstly, I didn't get wet and secondly, there's no point changing if I don't get a shower (cos I didn't bring a towel). Yeah. Anyway, from there, like practically straightaway, I went over to Annabelle's house at Simei for a barbeque! We talked, ate and also had fun! Wow, yesterday was a fun-o day! Me had the spaghetti, chicken wingS, one & a half cheese sausages and some pork. Didn't have the fish or the corn, cos I'm not a big fan of those two.
Come to think of it, I haven't had a barbeque in ages too! But sometimes I find it quite messy, and I don't think it's very healthy to eat, so yeah. We toasted marshmallows too! It was scr-ummy! The 7 of us (Anna, Terry, Beiyi, Andrea, Chia Li, Hui Fen & I) gathered around the barbeque pit to toast our marshmallows! mmmmmmmm. After a while, we just left it on the grill to "cook" while we talked. Good times, good times. The marshmallows were fantabulous. Nice & crispy(ish) on the outside & soft, gooey and chewy(kinda) on the inside! Ooh La La!
Anyway, Beiyi's dad sent me home and I was pretty tired out! Phew! Talked with Angeline M on the phone to plan for tomorrow and I think we ended up talking for like what? 1 hour plus? Haha. No wonder we're both called Angeline. HAHAHAHA. Ok, I realise I can't blog about today, because it's supposed to be a secret, CAMP STUFF YOU KNOW. Haha, I hope the youths find it fun! We spent so much time today walking around & planning the games man! We were in the uber ulu Yio Chu Kang from 10.20 (YEAH YEAH, LATE AGAIN) to 2plus! Phew! So much time! But we were very productive cos we finished all the main outline of each game. Bimbo High-5! (we did that a lot hehehehe)
KAY, my dad is threatening to fine me again (YAY, LIFE ROCKS! *roll roll roll eyes*) so I have to end here. Long post! HAHA. Me ain't done that in agesssssssss. Sorta. Ok stop doing that me! G'night! ♥out!
Angeline
(I didn't flip it around because I didn't want to reduce its quality. :( Ah well, still looks nice :D
Us at work! Me digging the smiley face, Iyn Yi & Ashley digging the moat! :)
The finished product that Calvin was too lazy to change his lenses to take properly! Haha, thanks Charis! =)
Me, Ash ash, Iyn Yi, Denise
Haha a rare sighting! I think I've never taken a picture with Ryan before! (Except in class pictures duh) UGH MY EYEBAGS, which are BLACK EYERINGS too.
While waiting for the tickets to be bought! (ok fine this was taken during the middle-ish of the next paragraph)
I spent a good lot of time digging out the A cos the middle bit of sand kept crumbling!
The finished product! (I look so stupid here)
I love Melissa's bikini! It's hot pink. OOOOH. Mine's brown with white polka dots, which is JUST AS cute. Sorta, no just kidding. But I ♥ polka dots!!
(I couldn't resist not putting this picture!) Iyn yi looks so glamorous,she could be a model! ;) Denise looks sexy in her bikini. hehe. Charis looks ok.
